Jigsaw
Our lives are ill-fitting fragments
we keep rearranging into
puzzles we don’t care to solve
pictures we want to see
My love guides my hand
as I turn my pieces around,
feeling for familiar edges,
grasping for the image
I once glimpsed on the box
Which way was the sky?
Who is this man she sees?
Why does he not look like me:
the boy who talked to stars
before learning to speak excuses
Fingers rummage empty pockets—
Did I already lose the pieces
I had hidden from her
so now I have to make up
which way it all goes?
“No, no” I croak and pull back,
cutting her suggestion short.
“That’s moonlight on water.”