sometimes i feel fear.

fear the visions in my head will never see the light of the day.

fear i don't have enough agency to make things a reality.

that i will just orbit forever, enjoying the possibility, but afraid of commitment.

i will get something out there soon. i'm so close.

just a few more pushes and folks will be able to feel it, touch it.

and i will learn from my mistakes, refine my taste, and get back up again.

there's a near infinite canvas of ideas out there, ready for the taking.

pony up!